The song in your head is the souvenir

i used to think … during monsoons, ....one craps later in the morning. Not giving a shit was becoming a problem, i had already been told and warned about this, and at numerous occasions. Now having been told was the problem i had in life and need to change it, so i said to myself...... Okay fair enough,... if this is how the world functions.. lets look into it. So i went about trying to figure out ways to give a shit, i observed from the greats, i read, i tried to put it into perspective, shape it..., put it into context…size it up....still no shit, how do you give a shit… got to figure this out ahhh.. the newspaper guys is here, fuck…. he gets the newspaper delivered late in the monsoons, cause you know...ehh.. who gives a shit

threat works … she needs her eggs just to that exact point and well thatz just the sunny side… ;-) So in the quest of delivering the perfect breakfast, which i have been told should befit a king.. I get this non-stick top of the line pan ..hard working non stick.. i think i used non stick twice… it kinda sticks. So this pan delivers on its promise of non stickiness for a while, but off lately. I have been having to be really careful, try another way, more butter, perfect heat. a little higher today.. or some weird thing of maybe the eggs are frozen so getting them out of the fridge….and all that crap,because you bought a pan which was to do one job, one job, and the pan fucks up…. that… so i think,.... okay, ....need another pan, (things we wanna shop for). ..until then this pan is being watched. Like, one more sticky job, and you will be frying some greasy meat, with burn marks…. the fucking pan delivers…. that magical silky texture of egg which the little orange wobbly top… perfec...

People use marriage or even a relationship like a pencil with the eraser on top kind. Most of them were scared to put anything on paper, cause if there is a mistake or your mom does not like the way you wrote s, she will ask you to erase it and re-write it, thatz when all hell brakes lose. The eraser is long gone, .......do you know the fun things you can do with that rubber pellet. In the fear of the lost eraser, we are conditioned to not make mistake, do things you are sure off, think twice before you write. There was joy, real fun knowing that 1+1 does not equal 11. But a whole new numbering system and ya there were more numbers than 1, now I know what this '2' meant. I stopped trying to create new words, the day big words like psychology, cynic, subpoena, pneumatic came into my life. I have and will need a couple of tries to get that right. Pretending to look for what you know for sure is not in your bag, is a futile effort to avoid the topic, One soon learns. ...

what is it people, when they are in talkative mood or feeling down as they call it or whatever or to claim " i am your good friend" they tell you shit about themselves, much later when you tell them anything which is not something they wanted to hear... they simply turn it around to & bite you saying " cause you know my secrets" what the fuck who asked for it in the first place. puff

i read a quote by somebody "has anybody realized the number trees have to be cut down to print new history text books. in response to his/her view on Andra Pradesh splitting up. For me that hit the nail on its head. This set me thinking, don't really know the reason they would want to draw more border lines, so i asked google "why is Andra Pradesh splitting up". Search string did not yield the exact reason why they wanted to split up, but google did throw up something interesting, news of the split - another leader asking for UP to be split 4 ways. what the fuck is happening…..Times to come. What really scared the crap out of me was, all the news channel gun throats predicating the number of sets each party would have from the newly formed sates. The Govt. would agree to such a move cause it would hugely effect a political party in the coming election. that makes me feel great, the prime importance of this government is to figure out how to stay in power for anot...

something set me thinking .... what is this huge rut that we have got ourself into .. killing the girl child ... bribing parents to produce more babies... threatening parents if they produce more than one.... what is the right age for a girl to be married off ( ya i am being specific of my country, India) listen..... we like, all living organisms have the power to reproduce, ya ya we have made it recreational, thank god for that.... so lets have fun and be serious about this reproduction and taking our race into the next millennium ... so the thought in a nut shell is ... have kids when u are in ur 40's... okay women before you decide to ...kill me.. me ... listen to the whole thing ... u guys ( as in the women) consult your doc and figure out a better age but not 21 for fuck sake ... Kids are not for your entertainment and aren't ur new doll..or play toy.... ya you are to bring it into this world nurture it..impart your learning..ya thatz how we move forward ... and ...

oye what is this .. She wants me to think ..otherwise.... meaning... i had to say something oye i also said: come babe..i am man .. i think like this only .... hahahha Oye cheers oye